Tuesday, 9 December 2008

the cold hurts my hands. i clasp them round a hot cup of strong tea. looking at the table of clutter i find things to occupy my time.
playing with the molten wax like a mentally challenged child. trying ot mold a shape before it turns into its non-plastic state. always disappointed with my result.
i think about all the great things i could do if i could be arsed. thinking about it feels like to much effort. i want the day to go faster so i can go to bed guilt free.

interior view

Sunday, 7 December 2008


being a voyeur
i feel nervous
like in the movies i pretend to read a magazine.
when it looks like they have seen me
i frantically
flick page to page.
it becomes exciting and ecstatic 
my awareness of others around me is sharpened
questioning my perverted actions

after a few snaps i move on
the ecstasy crescendos in to my racing heart
as i leave my voyeur role i hide
my camera behind
my back
i exit just to see
my voyee
walk around the corner
the feelings are mad
i am /was\ not a sick pervert
i am getting excited
by these voyeuristic situations

Sunday, 30 November 2008

shite day today

just can's seem to motivate myself to work.

can't even be arsed to do this 

Saturday, 29 November 2008


this is a model i made to study shadow quality within my library.
this is a blog by stephen mackie


this is a blog by stephen mackie